writing

89til_infinity @ 2006-10-24T21:56:00

2006-10-24T21:57:36Z

its getting cold out,football is almost over, converge-modern life is war-wes eisold at the ritual decemeber 2nd, honeybitch. thats whats really good

89til_infinity @ 2006-10-03T19:11:00

2006-10-03T23:22:30Z

think fast. write down the first thing that comes to mind:
1. my ex is still:
hoe

2. i am listening to:
2pac

3. maybe i should:
be a go getter

4. i love:
my friends and family and the gym

6. i don't understand:
girls

7. i lost:
mad sleep

8. people say:
alot of lies

9. the meaning of my display name is:
is cause i dont die, wont die, and cant die

10. love is:
just a lie i wont believe

11. somewhere, someone is:
being raped

12. i will always:
stay true to my friends

13. forever seems:
like never

14. i never ever want to:
get hurt and have to stop working out

15. my cell phone is:
sleek

16. when i wake up in the morning:
i cry and wish i could sleep more

17. i get annoyed when:
when i get stressed

18. parties are:
fun when you got ya foty's blunt's and friends kiddddd

19. my pet(s) is/are:
mad reptiles

20. kisses are the best when:
they on ya dick

21. today i:
hit school and football

22. tomorrow i will:
maybe spice some shit up and hit on some honey

23. i really want:
to settle down

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-27T22:23:00

2006-09-28T03:00:13Z

I've been thinking about alot of things lately and Im sick of so much shit. There are just so many things I cant stand anymore and its really getting on my nerves. Also winter is coming which im pritty pumped for cause I think its gonna be a pritty good one with driving. Anyway I just hope I actually get a chance for once, a good one.

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-23T19:14:00

2006-09-23T23:15:04Z

I figured it would be cool since everyone is doing it

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-21T21:49:00

2006-09-22T01:52:08Z

Today is my 17th birthday. It was going so good, I went to get my full license with my mom and got breakfast then went to school for 2 periods and had a game in long beach which we won 21-0 so we are now 2-0 which is really sick. Then I get home and Im about to get ready to go to hooters with the team but I get home and my parents get into a fight over me and then I get into it and I just hate it so much, Its my 17th birthday and they have to fight like bitches. All I want is this one day of the year when everything is awesome but instead it all has to go down. whatever tomorrow is a celebration, call me and get hammmmmered with me.

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-17T20:06:00

2006-09-18T00:13:56Z

So friday night was the first game of the season against plainview and we won 15-0 which is really sick cause no one thought we would win, so fuck them. Thursday is my birthday and I turn 17 and get my full license and I am really pumped about it. From the looks of it this school year should be pritty good and shit. Oh and Ive been thinking about some things and yo seriously fuck everyone who is shady with chillin adn shit I dont even feel like I know half my freinds anymore so whatever go do your thing just dont call me your friend.

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-10T22:26:00

2006-09-11T02:24:50Z

illin in the cuzzi is the most balla thing in the world san!

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-06T23:23:00

2006-09-07T03:28:04Z

check it today was the first day of school and my first football scrimage.....school is ight my classse are pritty tight mad nigga's jump off in em. football scrimage was soooo balla i loved hitting other kids and I got soo pumped hitting kids and shit. I was an hour and twenty mintues late to work but fuck that shit, my manager is mad chill and was cool with it anyway. I really dont know how im gonna do it though, school-football-work(notice no gym?!?!?!) fucks up with that, whatever Ill think of something balla.

p.s. every thug needs a lady

89til_infinity @ 2006-09-04T23:52:00

2006-09-05T04:05:16Z

SOUNDTRACK OF SUMMER 06'
American football-honestly
Converge-In her blood
RadioHead-I might be wrong
Thom York-The clock
This Is Hell- Permenance
Bane-count me out
T.I.-what chu know about dat
Tupac-Americas Most wanted
The Warriors-red black and blue
Weezer-Say it aint so
Ween-Im in the mood too move
The Doors-Soul Kitchen
Led Zeppelin-When the leeve breaks
Pink Floyd-Dark Side of the moon
OutBreak-scum
NIN-closer
New Order-blue monday
Miles Away-sinking ships
Set Your Goals-goonies never say die
Kanye-Late regestration/College dropout
Saves the day-freakish
Modern Life Is War- First and ellen
Miles Davis-Jeru
Mars Volta-L'via L'viaguez
Souls Of Mischief-93 tilll
Kids Like Us-mostersquad
Down To Nothing-unbreakable
Young Jibbs-chain hang low
Say Anything- I want to know your plans
AFI-December Underground

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-31T22:13:00

2006-09-01T02:17:31Z

SHECUDLE:
1.US History/
sarandrea
2.English
tafla
3.Drawing
atkinson
4.Keyboarding
surdi
5.Chemistry
silvestri
6.Phys Ed/Chem Lab
moeller
7.Math 2(B)X
steinberg
8.Lunch
9.Health
wall

Holllllaaaa at me if you have something with me

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-30T23:51:00

2006-08-31T03:54:00Z

Lately Ive been feelings kinda of depressed, I dont know why maybe its because I havent seen my friends in like a week and a half but I dont know. I think Ive just been thinking really deep lately and I shouldnt be. 2-a-days ended for football today and that made me really happy. I hope this school year is good, I think it will be, I finally get to go back to the gym every day.

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-26T15:27:00

2006-08-26T19:30:54Z

Dealing with you is more than I can take, ‘cause you’re just another fucking fake. Overtime you’ll fade out and everyone will know what you’re about. You’ve been on my back all fucking day, before I explode get the fuck away, ‘cause I can’t take anymore and I’ve told you times before that I’ve got some news for you, you fucking dick, fuck you, you make us fucking sick.

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-24T22:29:00

2006-08-25T02:55:47Z

Thirteen Random Things you Like:
(1)girls
(2)the gym
(3)getting drunk
(4)hypnotic
(5)driving
(6)music
(7)sleeping in my bed
(8)the city
(9)pineapple park
(10)shopping
(11)shoes
(12)changing of the seasons
(13)sports

Twelve movies:

(1)donnie darko
(2)goodfellas
(3)casino
(4)donnie brasko
(5)taking lives
(6)troy
(7)jerry maguire
(8)the truman show
(9)friday night lights
(10)resivior dogs
(11)pulp fiction
(12)mallrats

Eleven good bands/artists

(1)2pac
(2)bane
(3)souls of mischief
(4)a tribe called quest
(5)give up the ghost
(6)kanye
(7)weezer
(8)bright eyes
(9)radiohead
(10)floorpunch
(11)think i care

Ten things about you:
(1)i go to the gym every day
(2)i work at cvs
(3)i play baseball and football
(4)i love my friends
(5)i love illin on a 40
(6)i love bumpin to jams
(7)i can be complicated
(8im too generious
(9)im honest
(10im fresh ta death

Nine good friends:
(1)anthony
(2)kurt
(3)a-mattiz
(4)greg
(5)nick
(6)dk
(7)frankie
(8)j-burd
(9)ashhhh

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
(1)green tea
(2)chicken caesar salad
(3)coffee coolata's
(4)40's of O.E.
(5)water
(6)sushi
(7)chicken
(8)steak

Seven things that you do during the summer :
(1) sleep
(2) sleep
(3) drink lots of
(4) alcohol
(5)and fuck
(6) around
(7) and then sleep

Six things that annoy you:
(1)when kids come and go
(2)people who shop at cvs
(3)kids who think they are big and have even bigger mouths
(4)when i be trippin
(5)honey's
(6)stuggling through life

Five things you touch everyday:
(1)mah dick
(2)my jesus piece
(3)my bed
(4)my hurrr
(5)a weight

Four shows you watch:
(1)entourage
(2)fresh prince
(3)rescue me
(4)seinfeld

Three celebrities you have a crush on:
(1)johnny depp
(2)scarlett johansson
(3)nicholas cage

Two people you'd like to punch:
(1)couple bitches rollin up in cvs givin me a hard time an shit
(2)couple mo bitches

One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
(1)i havent met the person yet

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-21T15:08:00

2006-08-21T19:09:37Z

This morning was the beginning of football. I really cant wait till the first game and hitting someone. Now I have to go to work for 6 hours. I really dont know how Im gonna live

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-18T13:03:00

2006-08-18T17:06:42Z

So I wake up this morning and call my mom to pick me up from anthonys house and I get in the car and she goes so how long have you been smokin pot for and im like uhm shit. So the drive home we are talking about it and I go you wanna know where I got it from, Dad and she just didnt talk and says well this is something he is gonna have to deal with. This is really weird cause like last time I got caught smoking I thought it was the end of the world but now im really chill about it Im like fuck it shit happens I knew I was gonna get caught sooner or later good thing it happend now though. So my mom pulls the whole im soo proud of you shit doing football and work and gym all the time and shit and im thinking yeah so if ive been smoking and she is saying how smoking is gonna ruin my life it hasent yet, im doing more shit when im smoking. whatever I'll see what happens, hopefully she dont go uggin and shit and my dad is ill about it. ya hurd.

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-16T11:18:00

2006-08-16T15:24:31Z

Last night really brought the summer back for me. Anthony really came through like a champ and we illed on a 30 in his backyard, Kurt brought opioum and that shit was fun too. Doing shit like that really makes me love the summer, it was really awesome. This morning I went to get my football shit, Im mad excited to play hopefully I have a good time and fun and shit and kill people, literally kill people with greg.

p.s. I had the illest dream last night where I was driving down woodbury road and I was sitting in the back and a young jimi hendrix was driving and a young jim morrison was in the passangers seat and this is before they were gods and I was flipping out and shit and they were like yo chill bro and im like you dont know who you are you dont understand.

p.p.s I woke up at 6 today and just layed down looking at the celing thinking about alot of things and I really cant wait for winter and full time driving and shit and to settle down.

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-12T16:51:00

2006-08-12T20:55:55Z

Ive found myself to be kind of depressed lately and I realized why....its because all ive been doing is working all the time always till 10 too and it sucks I barely ever have time to chill anymore and go to the gym and shit and I really hate it and when I feel depressed I sleep all day so even if I do have work at 4 I sleep till like 2 so I cant go to the gym anyway and I really hate it. I miss last summer alot chill at 5 seymore and willet and shit but now all of that is gone and this summer is good, the beginning was amazing, and now its just like ehh everyone has jobs and shit but I guess thats what happens when everyone starts to grow up, I wounder what its gonna be like when we all go to college and shit, its gonna suck. There is only like a month left of summer and I need to make it amazing, some how. The only thing im pumped for is my birthday cause ill be able to get my full license so thats sick. Some of the only things that have been making me happy are chillin with my friends when I do, the gym, and doing 105 down south oyster bay road with nick maheller fucking hittin shopping carts and shit on racing home after work at 10 at night.

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-07T00:52:00

2006-08-07T04:52:29Z

i think its time to settle down

89til_infinity @ 2006-08-04T00:12:00

2006-08-04T04:18:17Z

I cant even explain in words how I feel about what happened tonight. This is a horrible thing and If it doesnt blow over and everyone makes up I dont know what im gonna do, I dont know what is gonna happen. I hate when shit like this happens and I cant stand seeing it happen either its not cool. I always try to cool everyone down and make everyone be cool but this time, I dont know what will happen. This is bullshit and shit like this should never happen between friends, Im sick of all the stupid fighting and I just need it all to stop, otherwise Im going to go insane. Im just praying and begging for this shit to stop. Please let this go by.

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-30T23:02:00

2006-07-31T03:04:55Z

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
single

2) Are you happy with where you are?
yes

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
sometimes

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
every scar has a story bro

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
it is never the mans fault

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
only if it was with a female

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
my boys

8) Do you want children?
yes

9) How many?
maybe 2

10) Would you consider adoption?
probebly not

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
actually telling me and not fucking waiting until i would just mysteriously find out like what usually happens but by then its to late and shit.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
sometimes

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
ehh

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
maybe

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yeah

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
its dumb

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where?
willet

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
no

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
all the time

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
i think so

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
yes

22) What would you say about your last ex?
trick

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-23T01:02:00

2006-07-23T05:03:41Z

Sooo I havent updated soo im gonna now......well i just recently got a job at CVS and honestly I think its awesome, madd chill and shit i actually love working there makin the cream and shit. Also i passsed my road test that shit was maddd easy. Uhm things have been good lately and shit Its just awesome.

p.s. spliffss rullleeee!!!

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-17T16:40:00

2006-07-17T20:58:10Z

*Red*
Closest red thing to you? blood
Last thing to make you angry?bitches runnin they mouth
Do you have a temper? ell yeah
Last warning you were given? "if you touch that kid bad things will happen"
Ever been in love? ellll no
Are you a fan of romance? ehhh sometimes i can be a little romeo i guesss

*Orange*
Closest orange thing to you? basketball shorts
Do you like to burn things? only people
Dress up for halloween? my favvvv was when i was hook back in the day
Are you usually a warm-hearted person? to my friends
Do you have anything against ginger hair? what you mean like a dumb ginger?
Are you usually full of energy? elll yeah

*Yellow*
Closest yellow thing to you? danny kim
The happiest time of your life?i have had alot of those times
Favourite holiday? christmas and INDEPENDENCE DAY
What makes you smile? when i am chillin with my friends and just stop and look at all of them and see how tight we all are and how many of us can be that chill with eachother.....and head.
Are you a coward? elll no
Do you burn or tan? im italian.

*Green*
Closest green thing to you? i got a shirt dat is green i also got the cream.
Do you care about the environment? sometimes, like i dont want to die because of stupid global warming and shit
Are you jealous of anyone right now? ell no
Are you a lucky person? sometimes, but i think my luck is just a nigga watchin over me...RIP
Do you always want what you can't have? ehhh sometimes.
Do you like being outdoors? ellll yeaaahhh

*Blue*
Closest blue thing to you? mad shirts, pair of shoes.
Are you good at calming people down? I am the best at it
Do you like the sea? elll yeah
Last thing to make you cry? I was really happy not to long ago and cryed out of happiness
Are you a logical thinker? elll yeahh
Can you sleep easily? if im drunk

*Purple*
Closest Purple thing to you? my cut sleeve, prince and the revolution shirt
Like being treated to expensive things? who doesnt
Do you like mysterious things? ehhh
Favourite type of chocolate? milk chocolate
Ever met anyone in royalty? elll yeaahahh
Are you creative? ell yeeaahh

*Pink*
Closest pink thing to you? couple polo's, my nipples are kinda pink.
Are you gay/bisexual? ellll no i dont give no love to a homo thug, you crazy?
Do you like sweet foods? ehhhh
Like play-fighting? ehhhh
Are you sensitive? ehhhh
Do you like punk music? OMG GREEN DAAYYY AMERICAN IDIOT IS THE BEST CD EVER

*White* (in the clouds...)
Closest white thing to you? my skin
Would you say you're innocent? sometimes
Always try to keep the peace? ehhhhh only between friends
How do you imagine your wedding, if you want one? with my niggga's illin on some 40's, kickin it strapped, and mah honey walkin down the isle while NWA is bumpin on the piano yaa hurrrd
Do you like to play in the snow? elll yeeaahhh
Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists? nahhh i know dem nigga's my life

*Black* (at night)
Closest black thing to you?my cousin
Ever enjoy hurting people? actually sometimes when i play fight with friends and i start to hurt em i just do it more cause i just get a weird sensation and i love hurting people.
Are you sophisticated or silly? thug
Afraid of death? ive had a gun pulled out on me, im solid.
Would you like to go to space? fuck that shit
Do you have a lot of secrets? ehhh ive got a couple

*And as the day draws to a close...*
What is your favourite colour? pink,blue,green,white,black,yellow
Does the colour you wear affect your mood? actually i think it does
What colour are your bedroom walls? blue and white with some blood smeared
You prefer contrasting or harmonizing colours? harmonizing
Do you like to paint? ehhh
What colour would you think best symbolises your personality, Why? if im mad red, if im happy pink or white, if im ight then like blueish purple.

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-10T23:24:00

2006-07-11T03:40:09Z

A- Age of 1st kiss: 2nd grade

B- Band you are listening to right now: Incubus

C- 1st Crush: ouu this goes back to about kindergarten (my first year) some girl named sofia, she was a looker

D- Dad's name: MIKE

E- Easiest person to talk to: me and anthony have some deep conversations

F- Favorite ice cream: im not sure

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: burs

H- Hometown: Hicksville

I- Instruments: none

J- Junior high: st.ignatius RIP

K- Kids: after today I want to have maybe 2

L- Longest car ride ever: florida

M- Mom's name: Lisa

N- Nicknames: L-BOMB, La Bomba, Pierre, Hulk.

O- One wish: this summer, is my summer.

P- Phobia[s]: losing muscle and becoming fat again

Q- Quote: FUCK IT

R- Reason to smile: my friends and the gym

S- Song you sang last: wish you were here-incubus

T- Time you woke up today: 6am

U- Unknown fact about me: i can have major respect for women

W- Worst habit: procrastinating

X- X-rays you've had: head,fingers,foot,arm

Y- Your least favorite person as of right now: every trashing talking pussy in CS

Z-Zodiac sign: libra

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-09T20:23:00

2006-07-10T00:28:00Z

Last night was rediculious. there were massive kids, massive amounts of fun, massive amounts of weed, massive amounts of beer, massive amounts of insanity. I had a great time and I cant wait to do it all again soon, cept maybe next time Ill get some sleep. I've been awake since 11:30 saturday morning and it is now 8:24 sunday night, I got at most 30 minutes of sleeep. This summer has been really good to me so far.

ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

89til_infinity @ 2006-07-06T00:24:00

2006-07-06T04:32:10Z

yo tonight I went to Glen Cove with everyone and this time was a much better expierence then the last time of going there. We took the train and then ashley met us and went to her crib. let me tell you it is huge she lives in like a little town thing where ther are all massive nice houses and shit and I got to meet a player on the dallas cowboys and I was soo excited and I felt like a little boy the entire time cause it was amazing her house is soo amazing and shit and her amainzg poool and that thing in it was sick and the gym she has I worked out alittle then the video games and guns and fifa and arcade and pool and pool again and it was just an amazing night and I cant wait to go back. Once I can drive im driving there and staying for like 2 weeks as a get away. Gregs dad picked us up and it was halerious it took us like 45 minutes to get to kurts and when everyone got out gregs dad was so funny driving me home, it was just all in all a good night and i love my friends like what.